A step back into my life from 2017 *I found me*

As I look in the mirror I see a woman

a happy woman, a woman who was once lost,

who forgot all the morale and values she once was brought up and taught,

a woman that accepted anything but not anymore

see certain life situation made me humble myself

it was like someone threw a glass a water in my face it woke me up

I never thought I would be the woman I am today..

from being in a verbal abusive relationship, homeless, careless

and having my daughter damn near taken from me...

life has made me get up off my behind...

but thru all that I found love and happiness

and when I say I'm the most delighted woman ever I feel like god sent this one down to me...

I never would have thought after 4 months

I would still feel butterflies or still feel shy to express certain feelings ...

now don't get wrong I'm still not where I wanna be in life

but knowing I have my life partner makes the rest of life worthwhile

I have someone willing to go just as hard as me

I always said in life I can never have it all stable home, job, car, my kids

and love but I've been breaking so many chains in '17

I'm almost there I'm so ready to keep growing and becoming a better person

when I look at my kids & my future husband all I want them to know

is I was a girl now I'm a woman

and I won't stop humbling myself until I break all those chains

they said I couldn't.

s/o to Mr. Carter & the kk kids I u all to pieces