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Life with Anxiety

There are times when my mind starts racing, I start speaking really fast, solving the solution ends up becoming the problem and I just lose it out of nowhere... first comes the frustration then comes the tears after the tears end everything is over--- Or is it? Have you ever reached a point of confusion and anger and no one is trying to understand you so yu end up lashing out like a kid! That's exactly what my man says but how do you control it? I've tried praying, deep breathing nothing works... Or may my judgement is clouded during the moment its happening! I'm the most down-to-earth, lend you the shirt off my back kind of person. But yet I bare a cage around heart to keep me from getting myself hurt by others. I've been hurt before in the past by lots of people and honestly my judgement of reading people sucks like crap.   How do you overcome your fear of worrying of thinking people are always out to get you! Feeling personally attacked by si
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As I look in the mirror I see a woman a happy woman, a woman who was once lost, who forgot all the morale and values she once was brought up and taught, a woman that accepted anything but not anymore see certain life situation made me humble myself it was like someone threw a glass a water in my face it woke me up I never thought I would be the woman I am today.. from being in a verbal abusive relationship, homeless, careless and having my daughter damn near taken from me... life has made me get up off my behind... but thru all that I found love and happiness and when I say I'm the most delighted woman ever I feel like god sent this one down to me... I never would have thought after 4 months I would still feel butterflies or still feel shy to express certain feelings ... now don't get wrong I'm still not where I wanna be in life but knowing I have my life partner makes the rest of life worthwhile I have someone willing to go just as hard a